hey there,
all my blog readers.

i'm created a new blog.
because got people keep on spam my cbox.

so, i created a new blog and i make it into private.
so if you want to read my blog.

just write your e-mail address at this blog de cbox.
and of course write down ur name.
cause i only invite the people i know.

i scared got people simply spam again. paiseh.
just write your name and e-mail address there then i will invite you.
after i invite, i will inform you.


and reminder, the e-mail address is like:

abcd@hotmail.com

and is not

www.lovesjiahui.blogspot.com


and it must be your e-mail address that you use to sign in ur blog.




this is the new blog link.
so remember to relink(=


www.mypromises-xoxo.blogspot.com


i'm so sorry for the inconvenience.

p/s: i'm not goin to update this blog anymore.

*my day 2.6.09*

the wallet the dear bought for me


today went to school in the early morning.
i think around 7am.
cause today got lion dance practice.


before our practice, dear asked me to take a pink colour plastic bag from his bag.
and inside is a purse.


i love the purse so much.
it is so nice and so cute.
thank you my dear.


after practice, we go some secret place and so some secret things.
hahahaha. pai seh neh.
after that we went to ipoh chicken rice shop and eat our lunch.


after that i took taxi home.
and my dear took bus home.
taaaaataaaaaa. haha.

P/S:
i will delete my cbox soon.
cause got some bastard always spam my cbox.
so those who want to write comment give me.
can write at my blog de comment.

ting,lyann,ping,marie:


although we all already not as friend as last time.
or should i say we are not best friends anymore.
but we all are still friends mar.

is ok de la.
cause at least we all are not enemy mar.
hahahaha.
so now we all are still friends kay?

when we all see dou each other we all still will say hi rite?
actually not i dont like to be with you all.
but maybe we all didnt talk for long time already.

so now we all got less topic to chat already.
or even we didnt have any topic.
but we really not as close as last time anymore.

but actually still got one reason that we cant be best friends.
and the reason is a secret.
now i still appreciate you all as my friend.

actually when i'm together with you all i will still feel happy.
and now WE ARE STILL FRIENDS.



p/s: please dont be angry.

muahahahahahahahahahahaha

really damn funny la.

xiu sei ngor la.

wakakakakakakakakakakakaka

sei daib=P

for you, my dear

you are the one who talk to me fiercely one first ok?
i'm not the one who want to argue.
i said sorry even i dont feel that i did anything wrong.
but you still want to talk to me until so mm song.
so? tell me what i did?
why you always want to say until i'm the one who want to argue first.
you are the one who change!!!
last time i asked you to wait, you will wait for me.
but today? ask you to wait. you scold me?
i angry is not because of you did not accompany me.
is because you make me feel that you're having bad mood.
and you scold me cause of no reason.
you will make me feel that you dont love me or need me anymore ok?
and i want to tell you that "i'm sorry if i did anything wrong"
i really dunno what i want to say now.
i'm not angry now but i'm just sad.
dont ask me why anymore. cause you should know why i'm angry.





p/s:
no matter what happen i still love you so much.
still got 2 days to go =P

*my day 29.5.09*

having exam this few days and EXAM ARE DRIVIN ME CRAZY.
today chinese paper was so damn difficult.
i really dont know what should i write.
and what i did? I CRIED.
and i think that time my dear was shock. Am i right, dear? haha.

after school then went for lion dance practice.
and you know what?
my dear scold me cause of some reason. *dont want to mention it here*
some more he told me that he did not scold me. *macam yes la you. blek=P*

but i'm not so small gas de.
so i just angry for awhile. hahaha.
after practice, i angry him again cause of some misunderstand.
*i'm sorry dear, please dont angry me kay? darling sek fan la. mwahhh"

tomorrow i'm not goin for practice.
cause i have to stay at home.
i pnly can choose either weekend or weekdays to go for practice.
so i choose weekdays.

having holidays for 2 weeks.
anyone dont want holidays?
haha. and i'm the first one.
because holiday, I CANT SEE MY DEAR )=.

but i think next saturday i'm hanging out with him.
weehee(= *wide smile*
and i want to watch movie with my dear.
and this time really have to find one movie that we really love it kay? XD
dear, promise me kay?

and this 2 weeks i think i only will study for my BM and chinese.
cause this is the 2 subjects that i can only score.
and i will watch all the cd's that dear and Janice borrowed to me.
hahahaha. i think i will enjoy my holiday. *i mean I THINK*

i love you my dear.
i'm missing you badly now.
you are my soul mate.

p/s:
i love you deeply.
i miss you badly.
i need you madly.
you are my only one.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS=P

my dear, just dont be sad and dont think too much. everything will be fine ok?
you promised me that you wont think too much anymore.
so, dont break your promise.
i knew how the feel is, because i try it before last time.
all i can say is just dont think too much.
i'm sorry that i cant help you when you need my help.
because i really dont know what can i do?
i'm sorry for that, i'm sorry that you have a such useless girl friend.
all you can do is live happily and dont care about them.
you forget what you told me?
no family, no friends, BUT STILL GOT ME.
is same to you also.
and i would like to tell you that "no family, no friends, but still got me".
just be happy always ok?
this is the real Chan Wai Leong, live happily and wont think so much.
just remember what i told you.



p/s: i love you deeply in my heart, i miss you badly and i need you every second.

faster think how to settle it please, my dear
imissyou.ireallydo

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYAN LEONG

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST BROTHER


today is his birthday.
and of cause i'm wishing him happy birthday la.
muahahahaha =P


he is having UPSR this year.
so? all the best la daib brother.
hahahaha.
paiseh. i always like to call him daib.


remember study smart and not study hard.
you're a smart boy. i knew that.
so? get good results kay?


although i always scold you, always argue with you.
but i still love you la BRYAN LEONG!!!


once again~ ~ ~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
and
I LOVE YOU. MWAHHH (=

*my day 23.5.09*

didnt go for practice today.
cause having exam next week thats why parents dont let.
arghhhhhh!!! damn bad de la.


i thought want to sleep for the whole day long.
but cant even sleep. = =
mayb woke up at 8 something gua. hahaha.
cant remember what time i woke up already.


today dear went to Pahang with his family.
luckily is just a day trip. muahahahaha.
if not i'm sure that i will miss him lots.


cause cant call each other and only can sms.
we already use to calling each other
and we dont like to sms anymore. hahaha.


yesterday argue with him again.
and why? cause of his stupid hot temper.
and what? HIS HOT TEMPER IS BACK AGAIN!!!


deng de lo!!!
i heart pain or cry because of him he also want angry de wor.
not like i heart pain or cry for other boy rite?
angry for what o? scold me for what? = =


he really damn daib de lo.
sometimes also dont know what he think de.
some more promised me will change.


GOT!!! GOT CHANGE!!!
CHANGE FOR FEW DAYS ONLY LO!!!!
correct anot? huh?


anyhow, i still fucking miss you la.
paiseh. blek =P
take care yourself ok?
miss you lotsss.

p/s:
i miss you so much my dear. mwahhh=)

“ 记得喔，我会不顾一切的为你这个傻瓜付出所有。
理由很简单，因为我很爱你。”



亲爱的，这几句话真的让我很感动...
让我觉得自己很幸福...


你真的会不顾一切的为我付出所有吗？
你确定你真的会做得到？



我真的觉得自己很幸福，因为有你一个那么好的男朋友...

我真的很希望我们一直都是这样甜甜蜜蜜的
直到永远，天长地久





傻瓜，当你在我身边时，
我会忘记世界上的一切，因为你几乎就是一切


我爱你，爱你爱到我不知该怎么办才好...

*my day 17.5.09*

see, you asked me take this pic. so i took it. happy? haha.

i cut my hair today.
got regret anot?
i think no gua cause is ok la.


not really that ugly rite?
how do you think? =P


woke up at 10 something today
then went and gao dim all my things
what will i do after that?
sure is CHIT CHAT WITH MY DEAR LA. hahaha


after that dear was tired, so i asked him go and take a nap lo.
then daddy brought us to sunway for lunch
guess what we ate?


we ate SUSHI at sushi zammai.
muahahahahahaha. SUSHI AGAIN!!!
I LOVE SUSHI. especially kani mayo.
that day my dear bought me kani mayo.


thank you my dear


after that mummy went to parkson and buy shoe.
but at last she didnt buy dou.
cause dont have her size.


still got one week then exam already.
deng lo. cant chit chat with my dear already lo.
cause during exam he sit until so far away from me.


i'm sure that i will miss him so much.
even he is same class with me.
i think i dont want to copy answer anymore for this term de exam already.


cause i dont want my dear and parents to feel disappointed on me.
so, I WANT TO BE A GOOD GIRL!


got to go now.
waiting for his call.
ciao, loves(:

p/s:
i love my dear deeply.
i miss my dear badly.
i need my dear so much.
dear, i'm waiting for you.
i miss my best friends. (ting, ping, lyann, marie)

I'M SERIOUSLY SO IN LOVE WITH YOU
I MISS YOU MADLY(=

*my day 16.5.09*

woke up at 5am today.
cause followed my mum to ss1.
when i reach there faster find one room and sleep again.


cause i'm really damn tired.
after that woke up at 7am.
hahahahahaXD
and yet i'm late.


as usual, get scolded from my mum.
and then mummy fetched me to school for lion dance practice.
when i reach there my dear haven reach yet.


cause i didnt tell him that i'm goin.
and i waited for him about haif and hour.
then only he reach.


and yet i didnt gave him a surprise cause he already guess dou i'm goin for practice
deng de lo. yer.


but never mind la.
as long as i can see him than can already. haha.
but during practice sure cant sweet sweet lo.
if not later kena diao err.


today dear and pek see teach me 打锣
and then dear got teach me play drum also
after practice went to ipoh chicken rice shop with my dear


and had our lunch there.
after that mummy came and fetch me
back to ss1 again and then went to abbie house and take my bath
and than take a nap cause i'm really tired


around 5.30pm mummy called and said want to go home.
so i went back to my grandma house and then waited for my mum
when i reached home faster opened tv and watched astro
cause got 1 show that talking about my school de teacher


after finish that show then watch my taiwan series
and i didnt take my dinner today
now, i'm waiting for my dear


cause he went out with his friends
and i'm waiting him to call me when he is back
i'm sleepy and tired now
but i have to wait for him


cause i scared i go to sleep
and after he reach home, he wake me up
and want to chit-chat with me
i will hot temper.


and it is a NO WAY
because i dont want to argue with him.


dear faster reach home la.
i miss you madly la.
and i'm sleepy too.


got to go now.
go watch singapore movie
ciao, loves(:

p/s:
i love you my dear
i miss you my dear
i need you my dear
i'm super duper tired now

for my lovely dear dear

亲爱的，谢谢你...
谢谢你为我所做的，谢谢你为我所付出的...

就算我们时常吵架...
可是我对你的感情依然还是没变.. 依然还是那么爱你...



相信我...
我真的是在很努力的改着我的臭脾气...
给点时间我...

要记得向我订婚然后求婚...



我在等你.. 哈哈哈XD
因为我想要你做我真正的老公...


这些话不是应该你跟我讲的吗？ = =




真糟糕，我好像真的越来越爱你了...

开心吗？
我不能没有你，因为你是我的空气，我依赖着你生活...

无时无刻都那么需要你...



我有很多话要告诉你...
可是我真的不懂怎样表达...

总之就是
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我很爱..很爱..很爱..很爱..很爱你
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我很想..很想..很想..很想..很想你
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我很需要..很需要..很需要..很需要..很需要你
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就是了


知道为什么全部都是些五次吗？
因为5是我们的号码.. 哈哈XD

亲爱的，玫瑰情人节快乐

亲爱的，玫瑰情人节快乐



谢谢你给了我那么大的惊喜...


昨天那个傻佬等到放学过后，拿了一个纸袋过来...
然后给我，叫我打开来看看...
一开始我以为是狮团的衣服...



怎么知道，一打开来... 竟然是一束玫瑰花...
我当时真的是stun了咯...


我只会拿着那纸袋... 一直讲...
“傻。。。傻。。。我真的不知道讲什么咯。。。你几时买的。。。”
哈哈哈哈，因为我真的不知道要讲些什么...



因为我真的没想过他会送我花叻...
这是我长得那么大以来，第一次收到花罢了...
以前的男朋友都没送过我花的咯...




真的是超级开心，超级感动的...


因为他为了送我花，而挨饿，储蓄钱给我那么大的惊喜...
这是我跟他一起那么久以来，最大的惊喜...




我真的不知道还能说些什么...
总之就是 ~ ~ ~


亲爱的，谢谢你... 真的很谢谢你...
你为我所做的，所付出的，我都看到...
可是，人总会贪心嘛... 哈哈哈哈




还能做多一点？付出多一点吗？呵呵





亲爱的，谢谢你
亲爱的，我超爱你的
亲爱的，我超想你的
亲爱的，我超需要你的


亲爱的，玫瑰情人节快乐

secret day

went out secretly that day.
dont want to mention it on here is what day la.
hahahahahahahaXD *sorry to my parents*


went to mid valley and gardens.
actually that day we decided to watch horror movie.
after that dear felt like watching The Sniper.


but at last...... WE DID NOT WATCH MOVIE
we went to sing k. hooray, song sei me d.
who dunno Callie Leong love to sing k? huh?
hahahahaha. *thank you my dear. mwahhh(=*


SEE! bring me go sing k got kiss de lehx.
SO? BRING ME GO SING K MORE!!!
hahahahahaha. know jor mei? sei solou XD


after that dear brought me to jusco and buy sushi
yummy. YumMy. YUMMY. =P
and then we took taxi and went back to school.


some more got one good news for myself lehx.
actually is for 5P6 la. teehee(=
cause we changed our classroom.
changed it to air-cond room. really song sei me jor lo.


at last have to say many many time thank you to my dear la.
cause he brought me to sing k and bought me sushi.
THANK YOU LA MY LOVELY DEAR DEAR.

p/s:
dear, thank you very much.
i love you lotsss.
i miss you madly.
i need you every moment i breath.

I REALLY DO LOVE YOU MY DEAR ;P
THX FOR BEING THERE WHEN EVER I NEED YOU

p/s: i have so much fun today(=

for my dearest

remember what you promise me today?
you will change all your bad attitude right?
YOU PROMISE?


this few days we also argue, argue and argue

really damn irritating de lo
from today onwards can stop anot?


today you told me that you couple with me very unhappy
when i heard my heart really damn pain lo
i felt that i'm not a perfect girl friend for you
and you dont need me anymore already


thats why i told you i think that you should find a better girl friend for yourself
cause you should deserve a better girl friend
but at last you thought that i dont love you anymore = =
you thought that i want to break up with you = =


but now, LISTEN HERE!!!
i still love you. fucking love you.
i told you i'm yours. you forget already is it?
i still got many many many feelings towards you.


so, dont think so much anymore pls
now all you have to do is change back to last time de CHAN WAI LEONG
thats all. is it ok? but you cannot say no to me already
hahahahaha. cause you promised me already.

亲爱的，无论发生什么事我都不会离你而去
这是我答应过的，我会记得
就算以后对你反感或者什么都好
我都会告诉你，然后再给机会你让我从新再很爱你
今天我所讲的，你都要听进去
然后放在心里，千万不要当作耳边风


♥最幸福的事就是有了你牵着我的手一起走下去

p/s: dear, i will love you now, always and forever and ever

亲爱的....

跟朋友的感情有好转，可是跟男朋友又出现问题..
其实我也不懂到底真正的问题出现在那里..

是因为这几天我都很烦，然后他又烦，所以就好像火星撞地球那样..
搞到天天都吵架，不爽对方，没有一天是不吵架的？



问题是出于我这里还是他那里？
是因为我脾气太暴躁？还是什么？

总之这几天他所说的话，我听了都会觉得很不爽...

要不然就是心痛...
我也不懂到底是怎么了...
我又一直在想解决的办法，和问题是什么...
可是还是想不到



我也不懂要说什么了，因为我真的不知道自己心里真正是怎么想的...
所以当他问我，我们到底怎么了的时候
我真的不知道要怎么回答他

我就只可以答他“不知道”
可是过后他又会不爽





而且不知为什么我们变得没以前那么多的话题
可能是他以前比较会讲废话，笑话都我开心

可是现在没讲很久了


而且我又不喜欢他一直重复同一句话
会让我觉得很烦 *当我不开心或烦的时候罢了*
亲爱的，对不起... 就算是我爱你，什么话都好都是一样的


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亲爱的，我在暗示你...
给了你tips啦... 知道等下要怎么做了吗？
哈哈哈哈

亲爱的，
你放心吧， 有什么困难我们都一起去解决..
不要担心，只要找到解决的办法就会没事的..
我们要相信我们的感情经得起考验，好吗？
不要再胡思乱想了，不然只会弄到我们一直吵架罢了..
往好的方面想，人也会比较开心的..
无论发生什么事，我依然还是那么的爱你的..

*my day 8.5.09*

i think my relationship with my best friends its ok already.
and its already a past. i'll forget about it.
but the things that i have to change i wont forget la. *wink*
so, i dont want to think about it and remember it anymore.
just let it be a PAST. ok girls?

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lets talk about today, today reached kanna around 6.50am
after that waited for suet eer and then her bf fetched me and dear go cc.
after that we went to time square, sungai wang and low yat.


faster guess who i saw!!!
i saw my ex boy friend - HONG ＦＵ HOE
when suet eer told me i 'm really like what the hell.
dunno why i very scared that time but after that i also got go and say hi to him.


around 12pm her bf fetched us back to school
then i and dear went to ipoh chicken rice and order 2 cold chinese tea.
cause i ate dear cooked for me de rice. *thank you dear*


after that went into school and go for lion dance practice.
hooray, can perform on teacher's day. muahahahahaha.
this time julia got perform with us. *song sei*


after this perform, then i'm sure that no chance to perform jor. haiz
so, have to perform nicely jor. hahahaha
dont want like last time perform until so bad de. (still dare to say. haha)


tomorrow goin for practice also.
see the next post. something not really happy.

T . T

PLEASE! PLEASE! PLEASE! cant you all just trust me? the article really not scolding you all. you all go read one more time. yeah, i wrote i bad mood because of friends and family. but did you all see that i wrote "lets talk about friends first" after that i wrote "now, parents" then only i start scolding. that means i'm not scolding you all. but I REALLY NOT SCOLDING YOU ALL! cause at first i thought you all angry me is because i didnt spent time with you all. but at last only i knew that is because of the article. you all misunderstand already. I REALLY DID NOT SCOLD YOU ALL! if i scold you all in public that means i not willing to save this friendship anymore. but i did not. cause i still cherish this friendship. i still want to be your best friend.


lyann:
i just felt that you always helping her. what did she talked bad about me i already told you today. i did not help her is because i felt that she doesnt treat me as her best friend anymore. but at last i got scold him. i asked him to stop it. all i want to tell you is when she talk bad about me i also felt hurt. not only she will hurt. the things that i promise you. i will do it. i wont break my promise.


ting:
you dont like the attitude when i'm in class, you can tell me. you can scold me. you can warn me. but please dont angry me and suddenly dont talk to me can anot? when you did not talk to me, I REALLY FEEL SCARED! cause you, lyann, ping and marie, you are the one who talk the most to me. but suddenly you did not talk to me, i really damn scared de lo.


marie:
i saw your blog just now. and i wont so close with him in class anymore. cause we change our place already. he will be sitting with suet eer already. but can you just stop talk bad about me behind of me? its really hurt. can we stop all this? i'm sorry that i did not help you today. i will ask him not to "zat" you anymore.


ping:
thanks for helping me. i knew that you did not angry bout me and helping me. thanks for cheering me up.

I STILL WANT TO SAVE OUR FRIENDSHIP.
CAN STOP ALL THIS NOW?
CAN WE BE BEST FRIENDS LIKE LAST TIME?

*my day 3.5.09*

finally now i and dear got POSTPAID already. hahahaha. *song sei lo* now can save many many money already. cause now we call each other is FREE. then i can buy many things for myself and my dear of course. *blek* yesterday message ting, lyann, ping and marie to apologize. cause now only i know that most of the time i also didnt spent with them. I'M REALLY SORRY GIRLS. but i feel very sad cause they didnt reply my messsage. haiz.

today woke up at 9.30am then message my dear tell him that i'm awake. then i go get ready cause my daddy is bringing me for breakfast. teehee=P. while i preparing i chatting with my dear on the phone. cause its FREE. so chat until we sot lo. hahaha. after that my daddy called me go down cause have to go already. then on the way to kl *having breakfast at kl* argue with him cause of my friends. haiz. this is not the first time already. sien jor lo. but at last nothing already. hehe. phewww. luclily stop the arguement already. if not i sure will cry one lo. cause i message him and my friends. all also didnt reply. haiz. WHY???
got to go now. accompany my cousin go eat her lunch. and i'm goin to eat my ice-cream. ciao, loves(: will update soon.


p/s: i'm missing someone that i love so much.

*my day 2.5.09*

today didnt go for practice because my dad dont allowed me to go. he said i always go for practice didnt even study. ok lo. so i mai be clever girl stay at home. today woke up at 11am. long long time didnt sleep until so late already. haha. after i woke up then i message dear, let him know i'm awake. then i go do all my stuff. after that i go watch movie until 1 something. finally, my dear sms me and tell me he finish practice already. OMG! FINALLY MAN! you know how long i waited that message? haha. miss him so much, miss him badly la. something has changed and i dont want to mention it here. only you know i know and my pet sister know what's that. i wont think and wont feel sad about that problem anymore. just LET IT BE. all i can do is do my best on it. if you think is not enough than i cant say anything and i dont want to care about it anymore. this is what i feel.


p/s: dear, i love you, i miss you, i need you, i cherish you.

what's happening?

I DAMN CONFUSED NOW. YOU ALL CHANGE ALL THE THINGS. MEANS?

dear, no matter what. i will still love you. because i promise you that we will never be apart.
remember that: i'm yours and you're mine.


P/S: I LOVE YOU NOW AND ALWAYS


♥最幸福的事就是拥有了你 i<3you(:

for you girls

ting, lyann, ping and marie:

i knew i all the time is with my dear. i promise from now i will find more time spent with you girls. sorry for that. now only i know the problem is at my side not you girls. sorry for what i've did and what i've said those few days. but i just hope that if next time got anything can you all just tell me straight? dont keep inside your heart.



p/s: I LOVE YOU GIRLS. YOU ALL ARE ALWAYS MY BEST FRIENDS.

what's wrong?

dear, i dunno what happen to you.
i was just kidding with you and you're so serious.
ok. FINE!


i dont want to argue with you, so i told you i'm ok.
PLEASE LA!
DONT ALWAYS SHOUT AT ME!
you can shout at me when i'm wrong.


but please dont simply shout at me la.
if you angry-ing about something just tell me la.
what for keep inside your heart?


and you haven ask properly then shout at me.
why hah?
whats wrong with you?


now is your turn to become hot temper is it?
i'm changing not to be hot temper.
and you're changing to be hot temper.
why so clever de?


you're tired than just tell me la.
i give you go sleep lo.
what for so fierce talk to me?


ask question cannot ask properly de mer?
why must speak until so fierce?
so mm song for what? huh?


i also haven check the information how i know the answer.
let me check already then i will tell you de mar.
what happen to you this few days?
so hot temper de hah?


why you always say until i like to argue with u?
argue with you is not my hobby ok?
NO ONE LIKE TO ARGUE!!!

p/s: what's wrong now?

*my day 30.4.09*

this few days also having BAD MOOD.
cause of friends and parents.
damn fucking sohai de lo.


lets talk about friends first.
they suddenly dun talk to me.
i also dunno whats the reason.
but when i ask them they say nothing.


but those face let me feel dou they got mm song me la.
i also wish i could know what is happening.
cant you girls just let me know?


even you girls angry also got reason rite?
not simply angry one rite?
can you all just tell me whats happening?


you all give me the feel is sometimes talk to me.
sometimes treat me very good.
sometimes let me felt i'm your best friend.


but sometimes dont talk to me.
sometimes treat me bad.
sometimes let me felt i'm not your best friend anymore.


whats goin on?
CAN I KNOW WHAT IS GOIN ON?!!!????
i really damn san fu la!!!!!!
please stop all this now can anot?


now, parents.
dont let me go for practice.
say i go there is because of my dear.


just to see him.
and doing nothing there.
PLEASE LA. YOU COME AND SEE ME PRACTICE LA.


i doing nothing during practice?
dont trust then you ask la.
FUCKER.


i'm not playing ok?
when i didnt have any activity then you all scold me lazy.
now i got activity already want go practice.
you all say i play, dun let me go.


WHAT THE FUCK YOU ALL WANT?
HUH? SAY LA!
when got i correct de?
always also you all correct, i wrong de la.


if you all think you all correct.
then dont ask so many stupid question can anot?
just SHUT THE FUCK UP la.


i stay at home also nothing to do de.
go practice at least i'm doing something rite?
why cant you just let me go?


no mood to write d.
will update tomorrow.

p/s: i love my dear. i miss my dear. i need my dear

*my day 29.4.09*

i dunno what happen to me this few days
even i sleep so many but i'm still tired
and always having headache.


now days always having problems with all my "best friends"
i really dunno am i still their best friends or what
i think too much? or really having problem?


i really dun dare to ask anymore
cause i dun want to hear the reason or answer i dun wan to hear
i really scared of it. it really very hurt.
do you girls know and try before the feelings?
do you girls know how the feel is?


why my "best friends" will treat me like that?
talk bad about me like that.
i dunno whether they are kidding only or what la.
but its really very hurt when i heard what someone told me


BEST FRIEND?
what is this? is just a word? or?
do i really have best friends?
the answer is? NO? YES?


i think too much?
or what?
i really goin to be crazy la.
WHAT THE FUCK IS GOIN ON?


tomorrow can perform again.
hahahaha XD
although is just a small perform but i'm happy too
cause this is the last time to perform


after this performance then mou sai jor
cause graduate d lo.
haiz. how?


got to go now.
ciao, loves(:

p/s:
i love my dear.
i miss my dear.
i need my dear right now.
i'm suffering in my relationship with my "best friends"
do i really have best friends?

1st month anniversary XD

yesterday was me and my dear de 1st MONTH ANNIVERSARY. he bought me this bear bear with chocolates. hahaha. THANK YOU VERY MUCH MY DEAR. and i bought one shoe bag and i made one card for him. teehee(: dear, you like the presents i gave it to you mou? hahahahaha. hope we can celebrate our next 2nd month anniversary, 3rd month anniversary and more and more and more. DEAR, HAPPY 1st MONTH ANNIVERSARY. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I NEED YOU EVERY SECOND I BREATH.

p/s: dear, i love you. i miss you. i need you. mwahhh

wushu night(:

WUSHU NIGHT OVER ALREADY LO!!!! hahaha. damn happy lar. CONGRATULATION TO ALL THE SENIOR AND LION DANCE MEMBER AND THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU ALL TOO(: you all had a best performance last night. well done guys XD you all are the best. yeah =)

last night didnt see dou dear perform but many people said that he did a very perfect performance.dear, i love you. i'm proud to have you as my dearest boy friend. YOU'RE THE PERFECT ONE TO ME. mwahhh X3

*my day 19.4.09*

my dear is getting better today. hehe. i'm so happy to hear that. cause i dont want him to suffer. i rather the people that suffering is me lur. cause when i saw him like that. i felt very sam tong de arr. staying back tomorrow cause i want to go old town with dear. i want him to accompany me go buy something XD. thank you lur dear. hahahaha. after that want to go where? tomorrow only decide lar kay? now i'm still at my grandma house. i want to go home lar. i want to call my dear and then go sleep early lar. yor. when i want to go home early then they dont want. but when i want to go home late then they dont let de. always also like that de wor. DAMN BAD DE LAR!!! i miss you so much lar my dear. I FUCKING LOVE YOU. mwahhh X3


p/s: i need you. i really do. & hope you can get well as soon as possible.

MISSING SOMEONE LIKE MAD
MISS YOU BANYAK BANYAK =P
MWAHHH. ILY DEAR

*my day 18.4.09*

woke up at 7am today
cause i saw Janice sent me de message
only i knew that she is goin to school
cause she thought today got practice


so i faster woke up and ran into the bath room and took my bath
and then asked mummy fetch me to school
and of course let her scold for 1 hour *i think*
she asked me why last minute only say want to go to school


its ok for me. cause thats my mum. i use to it d.
i wont unhappy because of that
but just very mm song lar. haha


after i reached school then went to canteen and find janice
when i reached canteen i saw janice, marie and julia sitting there
and of course i didnt went to tapak and find my dear
cause i wanted to gave him a surprise


so, we went to toilet and changed clothes
cause janice wanted to wear my pjk shirt
after that we went to kanna and yum cha


today weather really super fcuking hot lur
so than we went to ttc and chit chat
suddenly some bitches came up and talked loudly
i wondered why didnt marie scolded them. haha


we waited time to passed and i'm really damn sien
i think we waited for 3 hours then we went inside school
and yet i wanted to give my dear a surprise


but when i went into the hall he just looked at me
and he didnt talk to me and just sit at there
i'm like WTF, i came and find you and you give me those face


and he did not know i dulan him
he came and asked me "got water anot"
the first word he talked to me is " got water anot"
DENG LEI GEH FAI!!!


but one hour later i'm ok d
cause he sick so i cant angry him lar
i pitty him lur. so san fu.
sek fan lar dear. mwahhh =P


after that we helped them to clean the lion dance room and the hall stage
and then after they finish practice
loong, ronald, wing lum, jie sen, dear and me went to ipoh chicken rice shop and had our lunch


just went home after that
lazy to write already lar. ps.
my dear is sleeping now. cause he's suffering with his sore throat
haiz. but i cant do anything for him


now i'm waiting time to pass. 12am
can chit chat with my dear XD
MISS YOU SO MUCH DEAR(:

p/s:
i love you my dear
i miss you my dear
i need you my dear
you're important to me my dear

tagged by loong siu

1. The person who tagged you?
my best guy friend


2. Your relationship with him/her is
best friend lar


3. Your 5 impressions of him/her
1. playful
2. horny
3. clever
4. helpful *sometimes*
5. nice guy


4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
dont have = =


5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you
chipmunks, we are family


6. If he/she become your lover you will
never think before. cause is impossible


7. If he/she become your lover, things he/she has to improve on
dont know. no need gua. just be himself lar


8. If he/she become your enemy, you
wont lar. cause he so good. haha


9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be
my hot temper


10.The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now
nothing


11.Your overall impression of him/her is
funny


12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
1. the girls who always cry
2. the girl who always angry easily
3. the girl who always talk loudly
4. the girl who always scold people
5. the girl who always like to laugh


13. The characters you love of yourself are
dont have


14. On the contrary, the characters that you hate about yourself?
emotional and my hot temper


15. The most ideal person you want to be is
no one. i want to be myself. dont want to change


16. For people who care and love you, say something to them
thank you for your caring and i love you too. i appreciate it so much

I NEED YOU RIGHT NOW
I MISS YOU SO MUCH
I LOVE YOU SO DEEPLY

*my day 17.4.09*

many things happen this few days
still keep on arguing with my dear
and then my best friends angry me
because of something


but i think its fine now
i hope that really its already over lar
can i be happy like last few weeks?

"Lyann&Marie, i'm sorry that i didnt stand out and talk.
i know u dont really like my boyfriend.
but i hope that you all can understand my situation.
i really didnt help anyone.
and i dont want to help anyone.
hope that all this unhappy things is already a PASS.
i just hope that you girls can trust me and dont leave me behind
all i want to say is just one word [SORRY]"

no lion dance practice tomorrow
so, i'm goin to sleep for the whole day tomorrow *song sei =P*
but dear have to go for practice tomorrow
cause he have to practice for the wushu night


OMG, my dear having sore throat
and i knew that is damn damn damn pain
but i cant do anything for him
i cant help him at all

"i'm sorry dear, i knew that you're suffering now
but i cant do anything for you
all i can do is ask you to drink water
and dont let you eat all those fried things


you must be clever boy kay?
must listen to me, you faster recover
after recover d then can eat all you want
I PROMISE YOU =P


and i knew that this few days u having bad mood
cause of something *you know. i know lar*
just cheer up kay?
everything will be fine very soon"

dont know why this few days felt so weird
like everything and every person.....
SHIT LAR!!! i really dunno how to explain my feelings lar
just two word to describe lar


= WEIRD + UNHAPPY =

p/s:
sorry to lyann, marie, ting and ping
i love you dear
i miss you dear
i need you dear
cheer up dear

i'm missing you my dear
i heartz you lotsss. mwahhh