*my day 30.4.09*

this few days also having BAD MOOD.
cause of friends and parents.
damn fucking sohai de lo.


lets talk about friends first.
they suddenly dun talk to me.
i also dunno whats the reason.
but when i ask them they say nothing.


but those face let me feel dou they got mm song me la.
i also wish i could know what is happening.
cant you girls just let me know?


even you girls angry also got reason rite?
not simply angry one rite?
can you all just tell me whats happening?


you all give me the feel is sometimes talk to me.
sometimes treat me very good.
sometimes let me felt i'm your best friend.


but sometimes dont talk to me.
sometimes treat me bad.
sometimes let me felt i'm not your best friend anymore.


whats goin on?
CAN I KNOW WHAT IS GOIN ON?!!!????
i really damn san fu la!!!!!!
please stop all this now can anot?


now, parents.
dont let me go for practice.
say i go there is because of my dear.


just to see him.
and doing nothing there.
PLEASE LA. YOU COME AND SEE ME PRACTICE LA.


i doing nothing during practice?
dont trust then you ask la.
FUCKER.


i'm not playing ok?
when i didnt have any activity then you all scold me lazy.
now i got activity already want go practice.
you all say i play, dun let me go.


WHAT THE FUCK YOU ALL WANT?
HUH? SAY LA!
when got i correct de?
always also you all correct, i wrong de la.


if you all think you all correct.
then dont ask so many stupid question can anot?
just SHUT THE FUCK UP la.


i stay at home also nothing to do de.
go practice at least i'm doing something rite?
why cant you just let me go?


no mood to write d.
will update tomorrow.

p/s: i love my dear. i miss my dear. i need my dear

*my day 29.4.09*

i dunno what happen to me this few days
even i sleep so many but i'm still tired
and always having headache.


now days always having problems with all my "best friends"
i really dunno am i still their best friends or what
i think too much? or really having problem?


i really dun dare to ask anymore
cause i dun want to hear the reason or answer i dun wan to hear
i really scared of it. it really very hurt.
do you girls know and try before the feelings?
do you girls know how the feel is?


why my "best friends" will treat me like that?
talk bad about me like that.
i dunno whether they are kidding only or what la.
but its really very hurt when i heard what someone told me


BEST FRIEND?
what is this? is just a word? or?
do i really have best friends?
the answer is? NO? YES?


i think too much?
or what?
i really goin to be crazy la.
WHAT THE FUCK IS GOIN ON?


tomorrow can perform again.
hahahaha XD
although is just a small perform but i'm happy too
cause this is the last time to perform


after this performance then mou sai jor
cause graduate d lo.
haiz. how?


got to go now.
ciao, loves(:

p/s:
i love my dear.
i miss my dear.
i need my dear right now.
i'm suffering in my relationship with my "best friends"
do i really have best friends?

1st month anniversary XD

yesterday was me and my dear de 1st MONTH ANNIVERSARY. he bought me this bear bear with chocolates. hahaha. THANK YOU VERY MUCH MY DEAR. and i bought one shoe bag and i made one card for him. teehee(: dear, you like the presents i gave it to you mou? hahahahaha. hope we can celebrate our next 2nd month anniversary, 3rd month anniversary and more and more and more. DEAR, HAPPY 1st MONTH ANNIVERSARY. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I NEED YOU EVERY SECOND I BREATH.

p/s: dear, i love you. i miss you. i need you. mwahhh

wushu night(:

WUSHU NIGHT OVER ALREADY LO!!!! hahaha. damn happy lar. CONGRATULATION TO ALL THE SENIOR AND LION DANCE MEMBER AND THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU ALL TOO(: you all had a best performance last night. well done guys XD you all are the best. yeah =)

last night didnt see dou dear perform but many people said that he did a very perfect performance.dear, i love you. i'm proud to have you as my dearest boy friend. YOU'RE THE PERFECT ONE TO ME. mwahhh X3

*my day 19.4.09*

my dear is getting better today. hehe. i'm so happy to hear that. cause i dont want him to suffer. i rather the people that suffering is me lur. cause when i saw him like that. i felt very sam tong de arr. staying back tomorrow cause i want to go old town with dear. i want him to accompany me go buy something XD. thank you lur dear. hahahaha. after that want to go where? tomorrow only decide lar kay? now i'm still at my grandma house. i want to go home lar. i want to call my dear and then go sleep early lar. yor. when i want to go home early then they dont want. but when i want to go home late then they dont let de. always also like that de wor. DAMN BAD DE LAR!!! i miss you so much lar my dear. I FUCKING LOVE YOU. mwahhh X3


p/s: i need you. i really do. & hope you can get well as soon as possible.

MISSING SOMEONE LIKE MAD
MISS YOU BANYAK BANYAK =P
MWAHHH. ILY DEAR

*my day 18.4.09*

woke up at 7am today
cause i saw Janice sent me de message
only i knew that she is goin to school
cause she thought today got practice


so i faster woke up and ran into the bath room and took my bath
and then asked mummy fetch me to school
and of course let her scold for 1 hour *i think*
she asked me why last minute only say want to go to school


its ok for me. cause thats my mum. i use to it d.
i wont unhappy because of that
but just very mm song lar. haha


after i reached school then went to canteen and find janice
when i reached canteen i saw janice, marie and julia sitting there
and of course i didnt went to tapak and find my dear
cause i wanted to gave him a surprise


so, we went to toilet and changed clothes
cause janice wanted to wear my pjk shirt
after that we went to kanna and yum cha


today weather really super fcuking hot lur
so than we went to ttc and chit chat
suddenly some bitches came up and talked loudly
i wondered why didnt marie scolded them. haha


we waited time to passed and i'm really damn sien
i think we waited for 3 hours then we went inside school
and yet i wanted to give my dear a surprise


but when i went into the hall he just looked at me
and he didnt talk to me and just sit at there
i'm like WTF, i came and find you and you give me those face


and he did not know i dulan him
he came and asked me "got water anot"
the first word he talked to me is " got water anot"
DENG LEI GEH FAI!!!


but one hour later i'm ok d
cause he sick so i cant angry him lar
i pitty him lur. so san fu.
sek fan lar dear. mwahhh =P


after that we helped them to clean the lion dance room and the hall stage
and then after they finish practice
loong, ronald, wing lum, jie sen, dear and me went to ipoh chicken rice shop and had our lunch


just went home after that
lazy to write already lar. ps.
my dear is sleeping now. cause he's suffering with his sore throat
haiz. but i cant do anything for him


now i'm waiting time to pass. 12am
can chit chat with my dear XD
MISS YOU SO MUCH DEAR(:

p/s:
i love you my dear
i miss you my dear
i need you my dear
you're important to me my dear

tagged by loong siu

1. The person who tagged you?
my best guy friend


2. Your relationship with him/her is
best friend lar


3. Your 5 impressions of him/her
1. playful
2. horny
3. clever
4. helpful *sometimes*
5. nice guy


4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
dont have = =


5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you
chipmunks, we are family


6. If he/she become your lover you will
never think before. cause is impossible


7. If he/she become your lover, things he/she has to improve on
dont know. no need gua. just be himself lar


8. If he/she become your enemy, you
wont lar. cause he so good. haha


9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be
my hot temper


10.The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now
nothing


11.Your overall impression of him/her is
funny


12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
1. the girls who always cry
2. the girl who always angry easily
3. the girl who always talk loudly
4. the girl who always scold people
5. the girl who always like to laugh


13. The characters you love of yourself are
dont have


14. On the contrary, the characters that you hate about yourself?
emotional and my hot temper


15. The most ideal person you want to be is
no one. i want to be myself. dont want to change


16. For people who care and love you, say something to them
thank you for your caring and i love you too. i appreciate it so much

I NEED YOU RIGHT NOW
I MISS YOU SO MUCH
I LOVE YOU SO DEEPLY

*my day 17.4.09*

many things happen this few days
still keep on arguing with my dear
and then my best friends angry me
because of something


but i think its fine now
i hope that really its already over lar
can i be happy like last few weeks?

"Lyann&Marie, i'm sorry that i didnt stand out and talk.
i know u dont really like my boyfriend.
but i hope that you all can understand my situation.
i really didnt help anyone.
and i dont want to help anyone.
hope that all this unhappy things is already a PASS.
i just hope that you girls can trust me and dont leave me behind
all i want to say is just one word [SORRY]"

no lion dance practice tomorrow
so, i'm goin to sleep for the whole day tomorrow *song sei =P*
but dear have to go for practice tomorrow
cause he have to practice for the wushu night


OMG, my dear having sore throat
and i knew that is damn damn damn pain
but i cant do anything for him
i cant help him at all

"i'm sorry dear, i knew that you're suffering now
but i cant do anything for you
all i can do is ask you to drink water
and dont let you eat all those fried things


you must be clever boy kay?
must listen to me, you faster recover
after recover d then can eat all you want
I PROMISE YOU =P


and i knew that this few days u having bad mood
cause of something *you know. i know lar*
just cheer up kay?
everything will be fine very soon"

dont know why this few days felt so weird
like everything and every person.....
SHIT LAR!!! i really dunno how to explain my feelings lar
just two word to describe lar


= WEIRD + UNHAPPY =

p/s:
sorry to lyann, marie, ting and ping
i love you dear
i miss you dear
i need you dear
cheer up dear

i'm missing you my dear
i heartz you lotsss. mwahhh

*my day 12.4.09*

went for lion dance practice yesterday
something happen during practice
and make me no mood during practice
suddenly, i cried out.


OMG. luckily Janice was beside me *thx Janice*
after finish practicing than follow dear back home
cause i wanted to take shower
because after practice i'm so sweaty


after that we take taxi to MV because its was raining
after we reach there the rain stop. haha
and then i bring him to my uncle shop
cause i wanted to buy u-tiao


and then we went to cinema and watched fast & furious 4
but we watched till half then came out already
because my daddy called. he said he reached d
he waited us at kim gary


i scared he screw so we never finish the movie
when we reached there
only i knew that my mum and brother also there
then my dad chit-chat with dear about studies


then dear and my family of course me too
went to carefour and buy some stuffs
then went home after that


when reach home chat with my dear for awhile
then went to take a nap
cause i'm so damn tired


1am my dear called me and waked me up
because i promise him i'll chat with him at 1am
but i really too tired yesterday
so just chat for 1 hour. sorry dear


i enjoyed the day with my dear and family
i hope i can go out with my dear again
and of course get my dad permission first lar


wushu night is coming very soon
from today dear will be very busy
so, i have to use to it

p/s:
i love my dear.
i miss my dear.
dear, please promise me dont argue with marie d.

tagged by eetheng

[A. YOUR …]
1. Favorite Color:
Any light colour

2. Favorite Food:
Chocolate, chocolate cake, sushi, western food, and lots

3. Favorite Movies:
comedies & touching movies

4. Favorite TV Shows:
hong kong and taiwan series

5. Favorite Actors:
dont have wor XD

6. Favorite Book:
hate books weih

7. Favorite Designers:
dont have too

8. Favorite Place to have fun:
shopping complexes, water park

9. Favorite Singers:
dont have favorite one

10. Favorite Country:
hong kong, taiwan, us, japan and more

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[B. CHOOSE ONE]
1. McDonald or Burger King?
burger king (:

2. Coffee or Tea?
Tea

3. Cinderella or Snow White?
Cinderella. hate snow white

4. Dress or Skirt?
dress

5. Black or White?

white

6. Bun or Bread?
can i dun choose? = =

7. Garlic or Ginger?
garlic. although is very smelly

8. Chocolate or Vanilla?
vanilla. i love vanilla

9. Sky or Land?
sky

10. Shop or Home?
shop

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[C. RELATIONSHIPS]
List 15 bloggers who are or who were your close friends.

1 suelyann

2 yeeting

3 xueer
4 hana

5 shufei

6 loong

7 jing yi

8 suet teng

9 kellye tan

10 esther woo

11 carmen

12 abbie

13 enaly

14 emiko

15 dada jie

Now, answer these questions.
a) Who is No.1 in love with?
YUQIN! XD

b) No. 2 is a male or female?
female. she's my dearest sister

c) When was the last chat between No. 3 and you?
2 days ago.

d) Who is No. 4’s favorite singer?
erm. i dunno. cause she had so many favorite singer

e) Does No.5 have siblings?
yup (: a sister and brother.

f) Is No. 6 single?
nope. taken by TANIA

g) What is No.7’s sir name?
HOW. How baby

h) What’s No.8’s nick name?
i dont know. cause dont really know her = =

i) Where is No. 9 studying?
CHS

j) Say something about No. 10. Anything.
erm. hot & hot temper. like me XD

k) Where is No. 11 staying in?
MALAYSIA! if not?

l) What’s No. 12’s favorite color?
purple. haha

m) How you know No. 13?
bf's pet sister

n) Does No. 14 have a pet?
dunno.

o) Does No.15 like to study?
maybe..XD ask her lur.

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[D. TAG THEM!]

*my day 9.4.09*

No mood now. Cause of someone. You know who are you. I really dunno why and what happen. I wish i know why and what happen. I just felt dou that i mm song you cause of ur attitude. Why suddenly you will become so small gas de? And then keep on say i change d. I really dunno i change what lur. I'm still the same ok? I think our relationship started got problem d. How to solve it? When started one? I really damn confused now!!! What happen to me and you? Is it because of lion dance? Is it because you too tired? Or is it because of Mun Yee? When i started talking about her, then the problem start d. Everyday argue, argue and argue. You not tired of this de mer? I'm really tired on this lar. I dun wish to argue anymore. I dun wan our relationship so fast got problem . We just couple for 2 weeks only arr dear. Actually what you want from me?. I cant promise you to do all the things you want me to do. But i will do the things that i can do for you or i will change if i can change for you. You ask me whether can dun "zat" you anymore. I'm sorry. I cant promise you cause i scared i cant do it. I dunno why i very sensetive towards Mun Yee.我需要冷静!!!!!给点时间我吧!!!!!!


p/s: no mood right now. damn moody

Wushu Night!!!

Are u interested in wushu perfomance? CHS Wushu club is organizing a WUSHU NIGHT on 25/4/09, at Dewan Bro Phillipe Wu, CHS. We as the Wushu Club of CHS present you a wonderful night of wushu performance such as, taichi, lion dance, 24 season drum, Chinese famous Traditional fan dance,lion dance High pole performance and more !Come and enjoy the night ! Entrance fee is only RM10, Seats are limited so hurry ! :) Contact Chan Wai Leong from 5P6, baby.love.92@live.com,0166483652...Come support ! :)
Date : 25/4/09Time : 7.30-10.00pmVenue : Dewan Bro Phillipe Wu, CHS, PJ.Fee : RM10 per head.

my day *5.4.09*

yesterday went for lion dance practice, many seniors came back , they very geng on "tiu jong" lur. i also dunno why they dun scare de, stand until so high. haha. After practice then went to ipoh chicken rice shop and eat, after that went to.............some where. No one knows where did i go, only u and me know what happen *wink*. After that went back to my grandma house.After i done all my things then 55 go oii oii, dim guai zi i slept jor 1 hour only. My mum came and woke me up. WTF. Then follow my mum go taipan and eat dinner. Finally i and my mummy talk back.

haha. After dinner then back home, after i change my clothes then straight away sleep. You guys guess what time i slept? is 7.30pm. Geng rite? hahahaha. Then i woke up at 12am then wait my dear call me cause got fu-yoh XD. And then chat till 2 something *i think* then go oii oii jor cause we very tired d. But i think dear is more tired than me cause he keep on playing drum from wednesday till yesterday. Dear, i knew that u're tired but u still want to accompany me. thank you and sorry dear. mwahhh

woke up at 9 something today then went to my cousin new house. After that went to my grandma house. I'm damn boring now, nothing to do only can watch tv and online. I think i cant update my blog when ever i want d. Cause my house geh modem spoil. ARGHHHHH. cant online d lar. Dear, just do ur best while learning drum or practicing. Dun give urself to much pressure k? I dun want u so san fu. I will sam tong de arr. hahahaha. So just remember what i told u k? Try your best then can already. I dont want you play until hand pain also dun want to stop and rest. got to go now. want call my dear ;P ciao, loves(:

p/s:

i love you, i miss you, i need you.

keep the key properly and dont lost it ;P

dont too san fu, i will sam tong

*my day 3.4.09*

you know what?
I'M SUPER DUPER TIRED RIGHT NOW
i knew that i always said i'm tired
but i'm really tired = =


today slept until 5.30am only wake up
actually i should wake up at 4.30am
cause i want to cook breakfast for my dear


my stupid maid knew that i'm late
but she didnt even wake me up. WTF rite?
gek sei me jor lar!!!


when i reach school i still felt very angry
but when i saw my dear and my friends
dunno why i dun felt like want to angry anymore. haha


when recess time, i have to do kerja amal
so cant accompany my dear
after my kerja amal i faster went back to class and find dear
but when i went into class, i didnt even have the chance to talk to him
then he told me that he have to go down for rehearsal


deng. but i forgive and forget
cause he's doing something about lion dance
so i cannot angry him. hahaha


after school dismiss then i went down to the hall
cause today got lion dance practice
but actually today i didnt do anything during practice
cause i just watching dear playing his drum *迷人的*


i love to see him play drum
when he play drum give me see
i will feel damn happy *dunno why*


dear, dun feel sorry cause you didnt accompany me
cause i understand that u put lion dance at the 1st place
i wont angry you. no worries k?


you just have to promise me:
练好你的鼓，当我不开心的时候打给我看，或是一时打下给看，我就很开心了(:


tomorrow have to go for lion dance practice too
so i got to go now
cause i want to call my dear d :P
ciao, loves(:

你是我的唯一<3

p/s:
i love you my dear
i miss you my dear
i need you my dear
please dont ever leave me my dear

*my day 2.4.09*

today argue with my dear
haizx. actually damn sam tong de lur
but because of 爱面子 so didnt go and tam him
i know i got wrong
cause i didnt tell him honestly about something *lazy to say here*


dear, hope you wont mind
i'm sorry that i help my friend
and didnt tell you the truth
you will understand me and forgive me rite?


i knew that today you're having BAD MOOD
i should not argue with you and should not make you angry
i should stay right beside you
and make you happy


i'm sorry that i didnt do that today
dear, I'M SOOO SORRY
will you forgive and forget?


actually i knew that always argue with you
also you come and talk to me first
i didnt talk to you first *not even once*


i promise i will change this bad attitude k?
hope you will give me the chance to change it
i really will try my best to change *I PROMISE YOU*


got to go now
want to call my dear XD
ciao, loves(:



FROM NOW ONWARDS I'M CHANGING BECAUSE OF YOU
I'M SORRY DEAR

p/s:
i love you
i miss you
i need you
i'm so sorry
from now onwards i'm changing
i promise you