for you, my dear

you are the one who talk to me fiercely one first ok?
i'm not the one who want to argue.
i said sorry even i dont feel that i did anything wrong.
but you still want to talk to me until so mm song.
so? tell me what i did?
why you always want to say until i'm the one who want to argue first.
you are the one who change!!!
last time i asked you to wait, you will wait for me.
but today? ask you to wait. you scold me?
i angry is not because of you did not accompany me.
is because you make me feel that you're having bad mood.
and you scold me cause of no reason.
you will make me feel that you dont love me or need me anymore ok?
and i want to tell you that "i'm sorry if i did anything wrong"
i really dunno what i want to say now.
i'm not angry now but i'm just sad.
dont ask me why anymore. cause you should know why i'm angry.





p/s:
no matter what happen i still love you so much.
still got 2 days to go =P

*my day 29.5.09*

having exam this few days and EXAM ARE DRIVIN ME CRAZY.
today chinese paper was so damn difficult.
i really dont know what should i write.
and what i did? I CRIED.
and i think that time my dear was shock. Am i right, dear? haha.

after school then went for lion dance practice.
and you know what?
my dear scold me cause of some reason. *dont want to mention it here*
some more he told me that he did not scold me. *macam yes la you. blek=P*

but i'm not so small gas de.
so i just angry for awhile. hahaha.
after practice, i angry him again cause of some misunderstand.
*i'm sorry dear, please dont angry me kay? darling sek fan la. mwahhh"

tomorrow i'm not goin for practice.
cause i have to stay at home.
i pnly can choose either weekend or weekdays to go for practice.
so i choose weekdays.

having holidays for 2 weeks.
anyone dont want holidays?
haha. and i'm the first one.
because holiday, I CANT SEE MY DEAR )=.

but i think next saturday i'm hanging out with him.
weehee(= *wide smile*
and i want to watch movie with my dear.
and this time really have to find one movie that we really love it kay? XD
dear, promise me kay?

and this 2 weeks i think i only will study for my BM and chinese.
cause this is the 2 subjects that i can only score.
and i will watch all the cd's that dear and Janice borrowed to me.
hahahaha. i think i will enjoy my holiday. *i mean I THINK*

i love you my dear.
i'm missing you badly now.
you are my soul mate.

p/s:
i love you deeply.
i miss you badly.
i need you madly.
you are my only one.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS=P

my dear, just dont be sad and dont think too much. everything will be fine ok?
you promised me that you wont think too much anymore.
so, dont break your promise.
i knew how the feel is, because i try it before last time.
all i can say is just dont think too much.
i'm sorry that i cant help you when you need my help.
because i really dont know what can i do?
i'm sorry for that, i'm sorry that you have a such useless girl friend.
all you can do is live happily and dont care about them.
you forget what you told me?
no family, no friends, BUT STILL GOT ME.
is same to you also.
and i would like to tell you that "no family, no friends, but still got me".
just be happy always ok?
this is the real Chan Wai Leong, live happily and wont think so much.
just remember what i told you.



p/s: i love you deeply in my heart, i miss you badly and i need you every second.

faster think how to settle it please, my dear
imissyou.ireallydo

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYAN LEONG

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST BROTHER


today is his birthday.
and of cause i'm wishing him happy birthday la.
muahahahaha =P


he is having UPSR this year.
so? all the best la daib brother.
hahahaha.
paiseh. i always like to call him daib.


remember study smart and not study hard.
you're a smart boy. i knew that.
so? get good results kay?


although i always scold you, always argue with you.
but i still love you la BRYAN LEONG!!!


once again~ ~ ~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
and
I LOVE YOU. MWAHHH (=

*my day 23.5.09*

didnt go for practice today.
cause having exam next week thats why parents dont let.
arghhhhhh!!! damn bad de la.


i thought want to sleep for the whole day long.
but cant even sleep. = =
mayb woke up at 8 something gua. hahaha.
cant remember what time i woke up already.


today dear went to Pahang with his family.
luckily is just a day trip. muahahahaha.
if not i'm sure that i will miss him lots.


cause cant call each other and only can sms.
we already use to calling each other
and we dont like to sms anymore. hahaha.


yesterday argue with him again.
and why? cause of his stupid hot temper.
and what? HIS HOT TEMPER IS BACK AGAIN!!!


deng de lo!!!
i heart pain or cry because of him he also want angry de wor.
not like i heart pain or cry for other boy rite?
angry for what o? scold me for what? = =


he really damn daib de lo.
sometimes also dont know what he think de.
some more promised me will change.


GOT!!! GOT CHANGE!!!
CHANGE FOR FEW DAYS ONLY LO!!!!
correct anot? huh?


anyhow, i still fucking miss you la.
paiseh. blek =P
take care yourself ok?
miss you lotsss.

p/s:
i miss you so much my dear. mwahhh=)

“ 记得喔，我会不顾一切的为你这个傻瓜付出所有。
理由很简单，因为我很爱你。”



亲爱的，这几句话真的让我很感动...
让我觉得自己很幸福...


你真的会不顾一切的为我付出所有吗？
你确定你真的会做得到？



我真的觉得自己很幸福，因为有你一个那么好的男朋友...

我真的很希望我们一直都是这样甜甜蜜蜜的
直到永远，天长地久





傻瓜，当你在我身边时，
我会忘记世界上的一切，因为你几乎就是一切


我爱你，爱你爱到我不知该怎么办才好...