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PLEASE! PLEASE! PLEASE! cant you all just trust me? the article really not scolding you all. you all go read one more time. yeah, i wrote i bad mood because of friends and family. but did you all see that i wrote "lets talk about friends first" after that i wrote "now, parents" then only i start scolding. that means i'm not scolding you all. but I REALLY NOT SCOLDING YOU ALL! cause at first i thought you all angry me is because i didnt spent time with you all. but at last only i knew that is because of the article. you all misunderstand already. I REALLY DID NOT SCOLD YOU ALL! if i scold you all in public that means i not willing to save this friendship anymore. but i did not. cause i still cherish this friendship. i still want to be your best friend.


lyann:
i just felt that you always helping her. what did she talked bad about me i already told you today. i did not help her is because i felt that she doesnt treat me as her best friend anymore. but at last i got scold him. i asked him to stop it. all i want to tell you is when she talk bad about me i also felt hurt. not only she will hurt. the things that i promise you. i will do it. i wont break my promise.


ting:
you dont like the attitude when i'm in class, you can tell me. you can scold me. you can warn me. but please dont angry me and suddenly dont talk to me can anot? when you did not talk to me, I REALLY FEEL SCARED! cause you, lyann, ping and marie, you are the one who talk the most to me. but suddenly you did not talk to me, i really damn scared de lo.


marie:
i saw your blog just now. and i wont so close with him in class anymore. cause we change our place already. he will be sitting with suet eer already. but can you just stop talk bad about me behind of me? its really hurt. can we stop all this? i'm sorry that i did not help you today. i will ask him not to "zat" you anymore.


ping:
thanks for helping me. i knew that you did not angry bout me and helping me. thanks for cheering me up.

I STILL WANT TO SAVE OUR FRIENDSHIP.
CAN STOP ALL THIS NOW?
CAN WE BE BEST FRIENDS LIKE LAST TIME?

*my day 3.5.09*

finally now i and dear got POSTPAID already. hahahaha. *song sei lo* now can save many many money already. cause now we call each other is FREE. then i can buy many things for myself and my dear of course. *blek* yesterday message ting, lyann, ping and marie to apologize. cause now only i know that most of the time i also didnt spent with them. I'M REALLY SORRY GIRLS. but i feel very sad cause they didnt reply my messsage. haiz.

today woke up at 9.30am then message my dear tell him that i'm awake. then i go get ready cause my daddy is bringing me for breakfast. teehee=P. while i preparing i chatting with my dear on the phone. cause its FREE. so chat until we sot lo. hahaha. after that my daddy called me go down cause have to go already. then on the way to kl *having breakfast at kl* argue with him cause of my friends. haiz. this is not the first time already. sien jor lo. but at last nothing already. hehe. phewww. luclily stop the arguement already. if not i sure will cry one lo. cause i message him and my friends. all also didnt reply. haiz. WHY???
got to go now. accompany my cousin go eat her lunch. and i'm goin to eat my ice-cream. ciao, loves(: will update soon.


p/s: i'm missing someone that i love so much.

*my day 2.5.09*

today didnt go for practice because my dad dont allowed me to go. he said i always go for practice didnt even study. ok lo. so i mai be clever girl stay at home. today woke up at 11am. long long time didnt sleep until so late already. haha. after i woke up then i message dear, let him know i'm awake. then i go do all my stuff. after that i go watch movie until 1 something. finally, my dear sms me and tell me he finish practice already. OMG! FINALLY MAN! you know how long i waited that message? haha. miss him so much, miss him badly la. something has changed and i dont want to mention it here. only you know i know and my pet sister know what's that. i wont think and wont feel sad about that problem anymore. just LET IT BE. all i can do is do my best on it. if you think is not enough than i cant say anything and i dont want to care about it anymore. this is what i feel.


p/s: dear, i love you, i miss you, i need you, i cherish you.

what's happening?

I DAMN CONFUSED NOW. YOU ALL CHANGE ALL THE THINGS. MEANS?

dear, no matter what. i will still love you. because i promise you that we will never be apart.
remember that: i'm yours and you're mine.


P/S: I LOVE YOU NOW AND ALWAYS


♥最幸福的事就是拥有了你 i<3you(:

for you girls

ting, lyann, ping and marie:

i knew i all the time is with my dear. i promise from now i will find more time spent with you girls. sorry for that. now only i know the problem is at my side not you girls. sorry for what i've did and what i've said those few days. but i just hope that if next time got anything can you all just tell me straight? dont keep inside your heart.



p/s: I LOVE YOU GIRLS. YOU ALL ARE ALWAYS MY BEST FRIENDS.

what's wrong?

dear, i dunno what happen to you.
i was just kidding with you and you're so serious.
ok. FINE!


i dont want to argue with you, so i told you i'm ok.
PLEASE LA!
DONT ALWAYS SHOUT AT ME!
you can shout at me when i'm wrong.


but please dont simply shout at me la.
if you angry-ing about something just tell me la.
what for keep inside your heart?


and you haven ask properly then shout at me.
why hah?
whats wrong with you?


now is your turn to become hot temper is it?
i'm changing not to be hot temper.
and you're changing to be hot temper.
why so clever de?


you're tired than just tell me la.
i give you go sleep lo.
what for so fierce talk to me?


ask question cannot ask properly de mer?
why must speak until so fierce?
so mm song for what? huh?


i also haven check the information how i know the answer.
let me check already then i will tell you de mar.
what happen to you this few days?
so hot temper de hah?


why you always say until i like to argue with u?
argue with you is not my hobby ok?
NO ONE LIKE TO ARGUE!!!

p/s: what's wrong now?