Sunday, April 19, 2009

*my day 19.4.09*

my dear is getting better today. hehe. i'm so happy to hear that. cause i dont want him to suffer. i rather the people that suffering is me lur. cause when i saw him like that. i felt very sam tong de arr. staying back tomorrow cause i want to go old town with dear. i want him to accompany me go buy something XD. thank you lur dear. hahahaha. after that want to go where? tomorrow only decide lar kay? now i'm still at my grandma house. i want to go home lar. i want to call my dear and then go sleep early lar. yor. when i want to go home early then they dont want. but when i want to go home late then they dont let de. always also like that de wor. DAMN BAD DE LAR!!! i miss you so much lar my dear. I FUCKING LOVE YOU. mwahhh X3


p/s: i need you. i really do. & hope you can get well as soon as possible.
MISSING SOMEONE LIKE MAD
MISS YOU BANYAK BANYAK =P
MWAHHH. ILY DEAR

Saturday, April 18, 2009

*my day 18.4.09*





woke up at 7am today
cause i saw Janice sent me de message
only i knew that she is goin to school
cause she thought today got practice


so i faster woke up and ran into the bath room and took my bath
and then asked mummy fetch me to school
and of course let her scold for 1 hour *i think*
she asked me why last minute only say want to go to school


its ok for me. cause thats my mum. i use to it d.
i wont unhappy because of that
but just very mm song lar. haha


after i reached school then went to canteen and find janice
when i reached canteen i saw janice, marie and julia sitting there
and of course i didnt went to tapak and find my dear
cause i wanted to gave him a surprise


so, we went to toilet and changed clothes
cause janice wanted to wear my pjk shirt
after that we went to kanna and yum cha


today weather really super fcuking hot lur
so than we went to ttc and chit chat
suddenly some bitches came up and talked loudly
i wondered why didnt marie scolded them. haha


we waited time to passed and i'm really damn sien
i think we waited for 3 hours then we went inside school
and yet i wanted to give my dear a surprise


but when i went into the hall he just looked at me
and he didnt talk to me and just sit at there
i'm like WTF, i came and find you and you give me those face


and he did not know i dulan him
he came and asked me "got water anot"
the first word he talked to me is " got water anot"
DENG LEI GEH FAI!!!


but one hour later i'm ok d
cause he sick so i cant angry him lar
i pitty him lur. so san fu.
sek fan lar dear. mwahhh =P


after that we helped them to clean the lion dance room and the hall stage
and then after they finish practice
loong, ronald, wing lum, jie sen, dear and me went to ipoh chicken rice shop and had our lunch


just went home after that
lazy to write already lar. ps.
my dear is sleeping now. cause he's suffering with his sore throat
haiz. but i cant do anything for him


now i'm waiting time to pass. 12am
can chit chat with my dear XD
MISS YOU SO MUCH DEAR(:




p/s:
i love you my dear
i miss you my dear
i need you my dear
you're important to me my dear


Friday, April 17, 2009

tagged by loong siu

1. The person who tagged you?
my best guy friend


2. Your relationship with him/her is
best friend lar


3. Your 5 impressions of him/her
1. playful
2. horny
3. clever
4. helpful *sometimes*
5. nice guy



4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
dont have = =


5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you
chipmunks, we are family


6. If he/she become your lover you will
never think before. cause is impossible


7. If he/she become your lover, things he/she has to improve on
dont know. no need gua. just be himself lar


8. If he/she become your enemy, you
wont lar. cause he so good. haha


9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be
my hot temper


10.The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now
nothing


11.Your overall impression of him/her is
funny


12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
1. the girls who always cry
2. the girl who always angry easily
3. the girl who always talk loudly
4. the girl who always scold people
5. the girl who always like to laugh



13. The characters you love of yourself are
dont have


14. On the contrary, the characters that you hate about yourself?
emotional and my hot temper


15. The most ideal person you want to be is
no one. i want to be myself. dont want to change


16. For people who care and love you, say something to them
thank you for your caring and i love you too. i appreciate it so much
I NEED YOU RIGHT NOW
I MISS YOU SO MUCH
I LOVE YOU SO DEEPLY

*my day 17.4.09*

many things happen this few days
still keep on arguing with my dear
and then my best friends angry me
because of something


but i think its fine now
i hope that really its already over lar
can i be happy like last few weeks?


"Lyann&Marie, i'm sorry that i didnt stand out and talk.
i know u dont really like my boyfriend.
but i hope that you all can understand my situation.
i really didnt help anyone.
and i dont want to help anyone.
hope that all this unhappy things is already a PASS.
i just hope that you girls can trust me and dont leave me behind
all i want to say is just one word [SORRY]"


no lion dance practice tomorrow
so, i'm goin to sleep for the whole day tomorrow *song sei =P*
but dear have to go for practice tomorrow
cause he have to practice for the wushu night


OMG, my dear having sore throat
and i knew that is damn damn damn pain
but i cant do anything for him
i cant help him at all



"i'm sorry dear, i knew that you're suffering now
but i cant do anything for you
all i can do is ask you to drink water
and dont let you eat all those fried things


you must be clever boy kay?
must listen to me, you faster recover
after recover d then can eat all you want
I PROMISE YOU =P


and i knew that this few days u having bad mood
cause of something *you know. i know lar*
just cheer up kay?
everything will be fine very soon"



dont know why this few days felt so weird
like everything and every person.....
SHIT LAR!!! i really dunno how to explain my feelings lar
just two word to describe lar


= WEIRD + UNHAPPY =



p/s:
sorry to lyann, marie, ting and ping
i love you dear
i miss you dear
i need you dear
cheer up dear

Sunday, April 12, 2009

i'm missing you my dear
i heartz you lotsss. mwahhh